Tag: sad

Boundaries and why they’re important

Hello Groovy People! I am a people pleaser. I am not sure when this started, but I wasn’t always like this. I do know that at some point in my life I began to emphathize with others. It got to the point where I’d… Continue Reading “Boundaries and why they’re important”

Purpose

Hello Groovy People The following is a really personal post. My deepest inner thoughts. I may delete it, but since I have such a small following, I may allow it to stay. When I originally left Japan I did so with becoming a writer… Continue Reading “Purpose”

Feeling the Weight of Doubt

I doubt that I can make changes. I doubt that I can do my best. I doubt better things wait for me in the future. I doubt if I will be here in the future. I’m being crushed under the weight of terrible thoughts… Continue Reading “Feeling the Weight of Doubt”

Fall Daze and Motivation

When the cold air chills, it is time to reflect. I think about what I’ve done, and what I want to accomplish. Here, 2 years ago, I was in Japan working and planning a life as a writer. Due to reality, I have to… Continue Reading “Fall Daze and Motivation”

Hello Mr. Sadness

Dear Mr. Sadness, Why did you have to choose me?  With so many poor helpless souls, you chose me.  You were here and there when I was 7 and came back around 9.  You pushed through my world at 11 and made me know… Continue Reading “Hello Mr. Sadness”

Feelin’ Fine

It has been over a month since I came back from Japan.  I have been filled with a ton of emotions.  To deal with them, I joined a gym for 6 weeks.  This will hopefully help with maintaining a schedule, plus reduce stress.  I… Continue Reading “Feelin’ Fine”

Readjusting and the Struggle

Hello groovy people.  It has been a few weeks since I came back to New Jersey and I am busy!  Between working on personal things, I am also trying to find a job.  I started my Kickstarter project, but have very low expectations.  I… Continue Reading “Readjusting and the Struggle”

In the Meantime…Reflecting

I like metaphors and symbolism.  This picture visually shows how my life is right now.  It’s empty, beautiful, lonely, clear, and without a true destination.  Who knows where that path ends! I am so close to graduating college. I know I am on the… Continue Reading “In the Meantime…Reflecting”