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Feelin’ Fine

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It has been over a month since I came back from Japan.  I have been filled with a ton of emotions.  To deal with them, I joined a gym for 6 weeks.  This will hopefully help with maintaining a schedule, plus reduce stress.  I have also limited my list of things I feel I need to accomplish.  For now I’m trying to take things slow.  It isn’t easy, but it’s something that needs to be done.  I can’t say I’m happy, but I can say I’m feelin’ fine.

Till then groovy people…

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Readjusting and the Struggle

Hello groovy people.  It has been a few weeks since I came back to New Jersey and I am busy!  Between working on personal things, I am also trying to find a job.  I started my Kickstarter project, but have very low expectations.  I have been looking at a few editors and places to work on my book.  However, things are at a weird standstill.  Nothing is set in stone, and I’m bored.  Life in New Jersey is very different from Tokyo.

In Tokyo, everything was accessible.  The train station was a five minute walk from my apartment, and it was very cheap to go to any of the other towns.  To get to New York cost $31!  There is literally nothing to do in my current town.  I find myself sleeping more, which is triggering old issues I’ve dealt with in the past.

Overall, I am trying to stay positive, but it is hard.  Although I am lucky to live with my family, and they are supportive, going from an independent woman, to a jobless mooch is hard.  The transition was not easy due to my last week in Japan being a perpetual hell.  Regardless, I will keep making myself get out of bed and complete all of my tasks.

Good news though.  I have recently started working on my fourth book.  It is more science fictiony.  A separate post will be about that book soon.

Until next time…