The Fire Scorches with My Hate

My heart lingers for that feeling of warmth. Dark degree of hatred scratches at my soul. Devouring it to it’s last ounce of life. My hate blooms with a power so fierce it frightens even me. How can the wicked live on with their hate as mine dooms me to a stump of endless pain? Harsh reality hits me like water from a hieght of a hundred feet. It tingles at first then burns profusly. I set fire to your land in hopes to make you burn with me. My hatred burns within me and leaves me with nothing. Curse the day I met you and saw your devious smile. Time with not wilt my pain or sorrow. Only with fire shall I burn you with my hate. Forever will you be lost in a endless balance of ash. Dark fallen and mourned. Breaking apart with every touch. This I hope consumes you as it has done me. Life is not what I had hoped it would be. So there you have nothing not even your fellows to save you now. Die countless times, and burn endlessly.

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I wrote this based on one of my characters from Amazons of the Myst.  This is when the character Nanette is betrayed and expresses how she feels.  This is not in the book, but something I created based on the content.

An Amazon from my novel

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This is a picture I drew of one of my characters from my book Amazons of the Myst. This is Nanette. I had my friend pose for me to get the figure just right.  I have more character drawings but I got to find them. haha.

This picture is on my deviant art website.

Tokyo Fun! Ghibli Museum Photos & A Bit of Shibuya

I love this museum so much. I wish I could take photos inside the place but it wasn’t allowed.  I got a shot of Hachiko the faithful dog who waited for his owner even after the owner died.  Such a fun trip I must go again!

Hey if anyone went to Ghibli museum share some photos of yours!

A Bus To Ghibli!

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This is the bus you can take to the Ghibli museum.  I believe I took this outside of the station of Shinjuku. You can walk from the station to Mitaka where the museum is located, but that takes a bit of time.

The Ghibli museum is one of my favorite places when I went to Japan in 2012.

Amazons of the Myst

published in 2013
published in 2013

This is my first published novel.  I started writing it in 2005 at the age of 17. I didn’t finish writing it until early 2013 and published it a few months after that.

It is truly my baby and I have to say it wasn’t easy getting it out there.  I self published without any help.  Now that I look back on it, I can say that I am very proud of myself for sticking with my goal of being an author.  No I’m not famous, but to hold a physical representation of something I had in my head several years ago… it makes me pretty darn accomplished!

I encourage all authors out there who don’t have an agent or publisher to not give up.  Even if it’s not the best work you can put out there, it is something. Don’t let anyone, not even yourself, stop you from accomplishing your goals!

http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/amazons-of-the-myst-jasmine-clark/1116242706?ean=9780578119090

This link shows you what your own will can accomplish without any help! So what’s stopping you??

New Beginning…

Hey it’s Jazzi and this is my first post. I hope to add more posts and fun things in the future. For now I am just testing this thing out. LOL